You’d think this would have demoralized me. It didn’t. That’s how deep I am into this relapse. My ever widening girth has actually caused enough pressure to burst tightly sewn buttons into space. Now that is something. I’m not saying that it’s a good thing. I’m just very aware of what is happening to my expanding condition. I’m not in denial. I’m just watching the train wreck and I can’t seem to stop it from occurring right yet. This ought to be interesting when the fat settles.